I have entered 2012 with the phrase
Live, Laugh, Love
on my mind and in my heart. I made a conscious decision to do exactly what it says. So I have been living, trying new things, being spontaneous, being open, being social and doing things I am passionate about and that I enjoy. I have been laughing, getting a belly full of that every chance i get. I consciously find myself around people that would make me laugh, who keeps it positive and always up for a good time. I have been loving, although without getting what I want back in return I still choose to love cause its free. I am on a journey in 2012. On a path of discovering me; trying to get in touch with my spiritual being, loving and accepting me for me. I’ve realize that I am only good at being me so why try being something and someone i’m not. I’m learning to appreciate my flaws, to be able to look at my reflection in the mirror and say “you’re beautiful, you’re worthy, you’re deserving of the best” and believe it. For many years i have been fighting with myself, putting down myself. I was such a self aggressor. I treated myself badly, I believed the worse and of course it hindered me terribly. Not feeling good about yourself is something i’m sure most of us go through in life. Having little or no confidence in one’s self is so damaging to our self esteem.